Essays  on   Beloved    by Toni Morrison                                                   

PROPHYLACTICS AND BRAINS: BELOVED IN THE CYBERNETIC AGE OF AIDS

By: Stockton, Kathryn Bond, Studies in the Novel
                                        
                                                       


Contents:

         One: The Dead

         Two: Living Dead

         Three: Disappearing the Living Dead

         Four: C2D, or Virtually Beloved

         Interlude: Underlinks

         Five: Skinflicks

         Six: Selfish Memes

         Seven: Tamed Richness

         NOTES

 

One: The Dead

We lean along their edges in the act of contemplation, for they reside, with strange intermittance, behind our eyes, in the boat of the brain. We wonder how they breathe, how air reaches them at the length of such an intimate remove.

Imagine, the dead are a cybernetic problem: a material problem alive in the virtual world of ideas--their storage and transfer.

Two: Living Dead

Claims to surprise us by the actual surround us. Scientific "thrillers," fertile in their forms of the factual, invoke the living dead, claiming what is virtual is actually viral, the viral more than virtual.[1]

"'Memes [ideas; memories; basic units of cultural transmission] should be regarded as living structures, not just metaphorically but technically. When you plant a fertile meme in my mind you literally parasitize my brain . . . in just the way that a virus may parasitize the genetic mechanism of a host cell'" (Richard Dawkins, The Selfish Gene).

"Viruses are ambiguously alive . . . They carry on their existence in the borderlands between life and nonlife . . . Virus particles that lie around . . . may seem dead, but the particles are waiting for someone to come along . . . [Then] ["a motive without a mind"] the virus switches on and begins to replicate" (Richard Preston, The Hot Zone).

"Is there a way to control HIV's replication without having to kill it?" (Rolling Stone).

Three: Disappearing the Living Dead

Distill Beloved's climax down to this: A pregnant teen is "disappeared" by a group of mothers, who search for "the key, the code, the sound that broke the back of words."[2] Stranger yet, this teen is made to disappear, even though, years before, she died as a child (when murdered by her mother) and, therefore, all throughout the story, has been close to death ("C2D," as some contemporary teens might put it).

Four: C2D, or Virtually Beloved

Reading a context puts a needle to a narrative, opening a vein of investigation (we commonly say) that often has designs from the start. It may be a motive without a mind, a reading that is trying to get itself thought. One that wishes a novel would think it.

To this end, I open Beloved onto surface surroundings to read it as it is virtually never read--as a novel born in 1987, eight years old (in 1995) in the cybernetic age of AIDS. Untimely deaths and dangerous transmissions are broad surroundings I have in mind. AIDS, specifically, would appear on the list of black American worries. But so would other versions of early demise that coincide with Beloved's double death: infant mortality (now often due to AIDS) and teen homicide (murders of and by teens).[3] Media reports on early death in black American communities now routinely yoke together AIDS, teen homicide, and infant mortality--even as they slide into a dirge on pregnant teens, as if reproduction is being seen in the guise of transmission, the replication of early death. State propositions against "promoting gay lifestyles" suggest a kindred worry over queer propagations, even if they take, especially if they take, the form of ideas--as if queer children could now be copied from the idea of them. It's official: sliding the face of early death under disputes over making "copies."

Why should we not conceive a defense against these slides, pricking Morrison's narrative into a sliding reply?: It is the dead we must learn how to face as we copy them into a virtual future, one that travels alive in our minds. This reply will seem obscure, until I can produce it by reading through Beloved's back door of time, which makes us come around to the front. For Morrison's fantasy of a history, by which she conjures slavery's past, foretells a future that we are presently alive to read. I wonder, does her reading of the 1980's wish the history of slavery would think it? Writing out of her fictive interval (Beloved's 1873), Morrison makes herself a prophet of the future ills of 1987, making a teenage infant--pregnant, disappearing--her book's most infectious idea. I will even fantasize that she foresees two comers to the field of replication, both of which build a net to hold Beloved in 1995. I am thinking of the frenzy over cloning and the endless articles now appearing on the world of cyberspace.

The outcry over cloning human embryos is directly attached to the very idea of reproduction as replication. It is called "aberrant" by detractors--"a line . . . crossed," "a taboo broken," even "a modern form of slavery."[4] Many people apparently are horrified by these newly imaginable prospects. For example, being able to replace a dead child with its exact genetic equivalent, starting it over by raising its copy from an embryo, which becomes a child--again. Perfect tissue donors, flawlessly compatible, could be thawed and raised should need arise. And for less urgent reasons, couples who set aside clone embryos of a particular child "could give birth to the same child every few years" at different intervals. In that sense, says Time, "an exact template for what a child could become in 10 or 20 years could be before them in the form of an older sibling."[5]

Never mind how this last remark ignores the whole question of learning, which might produce remarkably different children. Rather, understand this as a chance to see yourself in a virtual future--a future you could never possess for yourself as anything other than an idea, since your interval from your clone-sibling would always assure that you would live in different worlds at the same age. Contrary to the logic of Time, you could just as easily grow up watching the death of your future possibilities, just as a woman who gave birth to her own twin, by incubating her own clone embryo, could never truly relive her past. Her ungraspable past would become her baby twin's unfulfillable future, a future always C2D, or, when she got there, simply dead. Right now the future of such futures is on ice--literally, as it happens. Time conveys this actuality in suspense: "there are already 10,000 frozen embryos floating around in liquid nitrogen baths... in a kind of icy limbo."[6]

Since it is more confabulation than flesh, cybernetic advance would seem a more benign domain of transmissions and copies. Companies are scrambling to simplify the task of "cruising the Information Highway," making intellectual promiscuity more efficient and, intriguingly, more anonymous, where "the user" (an interesting term in itself) is always intended to be a cruiser. No wonder one such system, we are told, "is called Lycos, after the Lycosidae spider, known for pursuing its prey relentlessly."[7] The goal, in the words of AT&T, is to enable users to find "where information is buried" without having to learn "where it comes from [or] how it got there."[8]

The breakthrough began in 1993 with the creation of the Net's subnet-work called, spiderously, the World Wide Web, famous for its "hyperlinking." Hyperlinks are key words--"Beloved" could be one--that appear in bold type. When clicked upon, they transmit their users to further discussion of that keyword on other Web pages, which may be stored in other computers thousands of miles away. Sounds safe for such rampant transmissions. In fact, Business Week, which explained hyperlinking techniques to its readers, did not appear to notice the irony of their choice of a keyword example: "antigen" (a substance which, when introduced into the body, stimulates the production of an antibody).

And yet, fears of invasion are growing. Body condoms are quickly finding their equivalents in sophisticated cyberprophylactics, meant to protect against viral floodings of information and the pranks of cyberpunks roaming the Net.[9] "The technology is in the hands of the children," 60 Minutes recently complained, citing kids and teens as the masterminds of cyberinvasions and giving us, as their sole example, a black, streetwise, gold-toothed hacker with an infectious grin. The upshot? "No one is immune," says one article; "the potential for invasion of privacy [is] severe"; "[they] can get in and [they] can be you."[10]

Hackers, for their own part, lend a viral edge to these fears. But--and let me lean on this point, since it matches key divisions in Beloved--hackers often celebrate their viral powers, their ability to invade the control of information. In this way they heighten generational divides between themselves and their seemingly cyberphobic elders who fear their invasions. Some see their stealth and vital tactics as corrective to official discourse on AIDS, the environment, psychedelics, sexuality, and spiritual life on this planet. Some writers praising and participating in groups like the AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power (ACT UP, founded in 1987) and the Campaign for Smart Drugs (a response to the '87 release of AIDS drug AZT) have appropriated Richard Dawkins' theory of "memes," or what he warns is the parasitic, vital nature of ideas (more on this later). Making celebrations out of his warnings, they press hard on his viral metaphorics while stressing that they're actually not metaphorical.

Take the example of Generation X writers R.U. Sirius of Mondo 2000 and Douglas Rushkoff of Media Virus!. Both urge activist youth (and their elders) to inject their own "agendas into the datastream in the form of ideological code."[11] They deem Generation X the first American generation "fully engaged in a symbiotic relationship with media" (MV, p. 31), due to what they say is their unprecedented ability to "feed back" and "change what's on the screen" (MV, p. 30) (also their tendency to view the datasphere as their natural environment--"as complex, far-reaching and self-sustaining as nature herself" MV, p. 29). In his characteristic rush of optimism, arguing for the "power of virology to effect social change" (what he calls "evolutionary" change), Rushkoff cheerfully distinguishes a media virus (such as those engineered by ACT UP) from the public relations ploys of a company such as Burroughs-Wellcome (maker and promoter of AZT) by stating that a virus makes an issue not "simple and emotional [but] dauntingly complex"; "a virus will always make the system it is attacking appear as confusing and unresolvable as it really is" (MV, p. 36).[12] Santa Cruz hacker, Bill Me Tuesday, goes so far as to fashion "a healing medical model" when he suggests that "viruses can act like a logic analyzer . . . [and] serve as a means of creating a self-repairing system" (MV, p. 248). A similar point was made in a recent Newsweek article on the unacknowledged benefits of computer viruses: "a few scientists [for example, Fred Cohen in his forthcoming book It's Alive] have begun to argue that [computer] viruses are actually living organisms, capable someday of evolving into autonomous Net-runners that will retrieve information for their owners."[13]

With sadder tones, Beloved itself forges a model of data retrieval, one derived from older forms. We could tag it "viral gothic." For the novel's ghost, ambiguously alive, retrieves information, not just on the slave experience the reader and author never had (though this is one fantastic effect, produced precisely through a fantasy), but on the virtual, viral life of dead bodies in our brains. "Beloved" is a version of autonomous retrieval: a viral hyperlink: a keyword with a life of its own. At first it appears as a name on a tombstone and thus as a site of buried information. This is a rather resistant site, since the name "Beloved" seems generically to cover for a body, occluding on the face of it "where it came from or how it got there." And yet, soon enough, "Beloved" becomes an idea on a romp, clicking on the living to get itself "inside." More than that. Sethe's single beloved seems to stand for the nameless dead, or perhaps for the "60 million and more" invoked in Morrison's dedication. "Beloved," that is to say, is a miniaturization and a compression (in the form of code) of a series of futures chain-linked in death. To encounter "Beloved" in this book is to find oneself carried away to hyperlinked files that exist as their failure to appear in our future. This is slavery in a way that we have often failed to apprehend it: bondage to a future of virtual remains.

Three assertions float this claim: 1) Beloved is an embodied idea. 2) Beloved is an embodied interval. 3) Beloved makes her mother ill with interval when she enters her as an idea. When dead, Beloved is a virtual child kept alive in a watery limbo (she refers to "the water in the place where we crouched," to the sea, to a bridge over water where she waited; she speaks of coming out of blue water). When she returns as a teenage infant (no small trick), she seems to come back as a clone of herself: the idea of herself embodied at a different interval from herself. In fact, she is an interval. She is now the interval between her death and her mother's current life, as if she's been marking time while dead. Killed before the age of two, she returns, eighteen years past her murder at the hands of her mother, as a nineteen-year-old babywoman.[14] I'll argue that she makes her mother ill with interval. I'll suggest that, according to the book's depictions, Sethe becomes memory-positive, probably at Beloved's death, but recognizably (as if she's testing positive) at Beloved's return. By the end of the book, Sethe's gone into symptoms, which is why the women want to unload or dispel (delete?) Beloved from the house.

Interlaced with interval is a sense of latency, the feeling that something suspended pursues.[15] Recall that "latency" or "interval" forms a distinguishing feature of the medical category HIV positive. HIV disease is not only the infection of a body with the virus that is thought to cause AIDS. It is also medically conceived as the interval between infection and the onset of symptoms. For this reason, HIV, in the absence of symptoms, can be a strange state of limbo in which you are ill only with the idea of death, making you nostalgic for yourself before you begin to decline. You find you fall ill with nostalgia for a future.

This is the tunnel Sethe enters when her daughter makes her ill with interval: Sethe increasingly starts going back by a series of hyperlinks on her web, activating keywords that open files on shame, beauty, fascination, and a future of virtual remains.

Interlude: Underlinks

On our way to understanding how Beloved scouts the need for a mental prophylactics, a barrier against pursuant, invasive, vital memory, we need to grasp a different kind of prophylactic fiction, one that may haunt Beloved's dedication ("60 million and more"). "Hypolinks" (to coin a term) can be laid down under this reading. They will take you, not via hyperlinks over to files that are certifiably linked to Beloved, but under to a resonance. The hypolink, or underlink, is in fact an old technology, the staple of readers's peculations on the question of literary echoes or shadowy influence. Cynthia Ozick's holocaust fiction (in this case, The Shawl) offers Beloved such reverberations, ones of the youthful dead alive in a drama of waste. In the brevity of an interlude, consider the contrast between Beloved and the stories I believe stand as Beloved's most unspoken influence. Is it telling that they divide over depictions of prophylactics and how one makes safe exchange with the dead? Are there any hints found here about the different injunctions to remember in holocaust memorials and blacks' uneven invocations of slavery?

Morrison may have been held by The Shawl, arrested, if she read it, by Ozick's stories published apart in The New Yorker as "The Shawl" and "Rosa," in 1980 and 1983 (Beloved was begun in 1982). The first story renders an infant's death as she's "splashed" against an electric fence. A baby curled between sore breasts, each nipple, we learn, "a dead volcano": there's not enough milk (a central fear in Morrison's novel).[16] The child (Beloved's age, as it happens, not yet two) milks a shawl, "flooding" its linen "threads with wetness" (S, p. 5). Wandering into the roll call arena, seeking her shawl, Magda, in an image that will resonate with Beloved dribbling spit into Sethe's face, "was spilling a long viscous rope of clamor--'Maaaa'" (S, p. 8). Though, unlike Sethe, hardly the cause of her daughter's death, Rosa, the mother, is bound to, even wound around, quiescence--this in the face of a rope of clamor, which Rosa is going to swallow in the form of a fluids exchange. Even the Nazi's helmet, which "the light tapped . . . and sparkled . . . into a goblet" (S, p. 9), portends Rosa's swallow. The story ends:

She only stood, because if she ran they would shoot, and if she tried to pick up the sticks of Magda's body they would shoot, and if she let the wolf's screech ascending now through the ladder of her skeleton break out, they would shoot; so she took Magda's shawl and filled her own mouth with it, stuffed it in and stuffed it in, until she was swallowing up the wolf's screech and tasting the cinnamon and almond depth of Magda's saliva; and Rosa drank Magda's shawl until it dried. (S, p. 10)

The syntax here coils the noose of its repetitions around the phrase of a singular end ("they would shoot"). In the mouth of such constrictions, Rosa chooses her own barrier. She even creates a prophylactic (of the barrier type) more concerned with holding something in than with keeping something out, a prophylactic against mourning escaping from the body. Stranger still, this barrier protects by means of exchange, turning the knot of syntactical copies ("stuffed it in and stuffed it in") into the declarative opening of a swallow (where one less obvious definition of "swallow" can be "the opening in a block or pulley through which the rope runs").[17] In fact, in the form of reversed milking, the daughter by means of the "flooded" shawl feeds her mother her own saliva (her "viscous rope"?), materializing as fluid remains. As hypolink to Morrison's outhouse scene in Beloved, this passage supplies a range of echoes for the novel as a whole, underlinking Sethe's decisive murder to Rosa's acquiescence, Sethe's gorging (along with Beloved's desperate gulping) to Rosa's stuffing and her drinking.

This ingestion insures that Rosa, the eponymous character of the second story, after an interval of thirty-five years, holds to herself both mourning and Magda as trusted companions, against the threat of strangers--now embodied not by Nazis but by the researcher Dr. Tree. Pursued by his "university letters" ("strangers scratch at my life; they pursue, they break down the bloodstream's sentries" [S, pp. 39-40]), Rosa, once again unlike Sethe, pursues her dead daughter, entreating the dead to come to life. She even switches on at will "the great light of Warsaw" ("she wanted to live inside her eyes" [S, p. 21]). In Ozick, links to the dead are electric (the telephone rings: "how quickly a dead thing can come to life!" [S, p. 62]). The dead do not carry the toxic dangers we meet in Beloved; nor are they intervals; rather, they live and die on the "wires" that ferry voices over intervals of time, suspending, releasing narrative flow as they ring, then fade.

What Rosa clings to between visitations, strangely enough, is the drama of waste; "a newspaper item" (S, p. 18) (as Sethe will be), she had "murdered her store with her own hands" (S, p. 46), this "cave of junk" (S, p. 46) smashed with a metal scrap "from the gutter" (S, p. 26).[18] She highlights loss by sketching, as she switches on aristocratic Warsaw, the quality of what got wasted. Against this remembered ruin of wealth and her parents' intellectual largesse, Rosa's mundane survival unfolds amidst such crises as missing a pair of her underpants. Metonymically linked to Magda--they're called "lost bloomers" (S, p. 33)--the underwear holds to the mother's body, as did the shawl, a private conduit to her loss. Their "stains in the crotch" (S, p. 34)--Magda, the narrative seems to imply, was the product of a Nazi rape figure a set of intimate remains, which only if they surface for the eyes of others serve as shame. In Ozick, so different from what we find in Morrison, the effort is to guard against this surfacing--because it threatens to be an escaping--rather than to guard against an entering.

Five: Skinflicks

Beloved reverses this direction of Ozick's depicted protections, turning Rosa's prophylactic barriers against escaping memories into barriers blocking entry. In mid-eighties fashion, Morrison toys with surface protections. She even sets our sights on skin, offering figuration of a surface sheath. More complexly, the narrative imagines Sethe's focus-on-her-surface as a form of brain protection, establishing Morrison's own version of Freud's hardwired prophylactics, what he called the brain's "protective shields." This is to defend, in the case of Beloved, against some logic alive and loose in Sethe's brain. And so, at the start, just three pages in, following a pointed count of the children lost to Sethe and her mother-in-law (Baby Suggs, eight, Sethe, three), we find this first long passage on memory:

[Sethe] worked hard to remember as close to nothing as was safe. Unfortunately her brain was devious. She might be hurrying across a field, running practically, to get to the pump quickly and rinse the chamomile sap from her legs. Nothing else would be in her mind. The picture of the men coming to nurse her was as lifeless as the nerves in her back where the skin buckled like a washboard. Nor was there the faintest scent of ink or the cherry gum and oak bark from which it was made. Nothing. Just the breeze cooling her face as she rushed toward water. And then sopping the chamomile away with pump water and rags, her mind fixed on getting every last bit of sap off . . . Then something. The plash of water, the sight of her shoes and stockings awry on the path where she had flung them; or Here Boy lapping in the puddle near her feet, and suddenly there was Sweet Home rolling, rolling, rolling out before her eyes, and although there was not a leaf on that farm that did not make her want to scream, it rolled itself out before her in shameless beauty . . . Boys hanging from the most beautiful sycamores in the world. It shamed her--remembering the wonderful soughing trees rather than the boys. Try as she might to make it otherwise, the sycamores beat out the children every time and she could not forgive her memory for that. (B, p. 6)

This beginning is an expose of the workings of the mind, making them a topic for narrative discussion, even speculation. But it does more. It offers a structural clue as to how other scenes may take place: how a keyword (in this case "remember," or later "a plash of water," etc.) opens a trap door in the plot, suspending (or slowing) narrative time as we fall through the hyperlink into scenes in characters' brains, which we are unprepared to receive.[19] There, we become captive to their cameras, riding the blind curve of images they would keep from rolling out.

In this scene, Beloved's obsession with safety is immediately made precarious by a brain typified as "devious," as if Sethe's brain has a mind of its own. The image of chamomile-sap-on-skin-that-needs-to-be-washed would seem to indicate something insistently stuck to a surface, the body's surface sheath. It would seem to stick in opposition to the contents of her mind that here are absent. But look closely. This image, or intent, or sensation of sap-on-skin-that-needs-to-be-washed is already in her mind, her surface in her brain. It's just that "nothing else" is. Lurking but "lifeless" is a picture--a strange nursing scene of men coming to nurse her. Its ambiguous status-"lifeless" but not forever dead?--is conveyed by comparison: "as lifeless as" skin the brain can't feel, since its communicating nerves are dead. Another specific sensation--a scent--is positively not there, implying that on other occasions it must be a frequent visitor, since her brain, or maybe just the narrative, has caught it not at home. No, nothing is there, we are told, "just the breeze cooling her face as she rushed toward water." Again, a sensation is in the brain, though it's rendered as if it is worn on the skin. Remarkably, then, as narratively ordered, the danger images (nursing and ink) are narratively sheathed, wrapped round before and aft, by skinflickerings (sap on legs, breeze on face) imagined as a form of brain protection. These brain contents--skinflicks, I'll call them--keep the brain's internal camera focused out, tracking skin, as a way to protect against the (here) obscure but possibly pornographic contents of the nursing picture and the scent of ink.

"Then something." Not the willed flipping of a switch as one finds in Ozick. Rather, links accidentally tripped--a plash of water, the sight of shoes, a dog drinking--that when they enter Sethe's brain, through ear or eye, mysteriously open an inside file. In fact, she's its prey in a brain competition she is always poised to lose. For with an evident agency of its own--"it rolled itself out before her"--its insistence, as we saw in Ozick, linguistically captured by word copies ("rolling, rolling, rolling")--it selects beautiful trees, rather than the boys lynched upon the limbs, as the point of her remembrance. Shame, it appears, is a brain fascination one cannot control or perhaps understand. For "try as she might to make it otherwise, the sycamores beat out the children every time and she could not forgive her memory for that."

Sethe's skinflicks and their breach recall the side of Freud now taboo. Hardwire Freud; the speculative Freud of Beyond the Pleasure Principle; a Freud closer to the spirit of Beloved than the Freud of "Mourning and Melancholia." For even though Freud was fixated on invasions of the mind from within, his detailed address to "protective shields" concerns "floodings" from the external world, how the mind does or does not get "flooded with large amounts of stimulus."[20] In part, Freud's focus is available brain space, especially space for consciousness; for if every excitation were retained as something conscious, the mind would quickly reach its limit for "receiving fresh excitations" (BPP, p. 27). Borrowing upon Helmholz and Fechner's physical energy theories, Freud declares: "protection against stimuli is an almost more important function for the living organism than reception of stimuli" (BPP, p. 30).

No wonder his disquisition on reception--how the brain develops from the skin--becomes enveloped by his talk of protection--how the skin protects the brain. Embryology, Freud explains, "actually shows" that "the central nervous system originates from the ectoderm . . . and may have inherited some of its essential properties" (BPP, p. 29). Making speculations on evolution, Freud suggests the brain's grey matter was originally a highly receptive skin that "in highly developed organisms . . . has long been withdrawn into the depths of the interior of the body, though portions of it [in the form of sense organs] have been left behind on the surface immediately beneath the general shield against stimuli" (BPP, p. 31). This "general shield" (in human beings, skin) allows the energy of the external world to pass into the organism's next layers "with only a fragment of their original intensity" (BPP, p. 30). In his example of primitive living vesicles, Freud imagines this layer as dead: "[This] outermost surface ceases to have the structure proper to living matter . . . and thenceforward functions as a special envelope . . . resistant to stimuli." "By its death," Freud concludes, "the outer layer has saved all the deeper ones from a similar fate" (BPP, p. 30).

Intriguingly, Morrison endows Sethe with a back full of nerve-dead skin, courtesy of a severe whipping that opened Sethe's back and closed it with a scar in the discernible shape of a tree. Time and again, we find that Morrison plays with depictions of surface protections, often at the level of bodily envelope, only to dramatize the dangerously permeable borders between the brain and its visitors. Freud himself believed that the mind had no shield towards the inside. The organism's solution? Projection (Freud's own theory of skinflicks). "[T]here is a tendency to treat [excitations] as though they were acting, not from the inside, but from the outside, so that it may be possible to bring the shield against stimuli into operation as a means of defense against them." "This is the origin of projection," says Freud (BPP, p. 33).

Beloved is full of projective display: brain excitations projected out to the body's perimeters so as to shield one's interior against them (or what comes in lieu of them). One case in point keeps us tracking dead skin. Consider the milk on Sethe's mind and the tree on her back. An early scene between Paul D and Sethe shows the reader the network of hypertextual links between "tree" and "milk." At first, these links seem posed oppositionally: surface protection versus liquidity; a tree-on-the-skin that can't be felt versus the milk taken in by ingestion (whether the milk has been stolen or given). Even Paul D and Sethe are split (genderwise?) by dichotomous focus, his on the tree, hers on the milk. Twice he asks, "what tree on your back?" (B, p. 15), only to retreat from Sethe's advancing meditation on milk ("I had milk for my baby girl * Nobody was going to nurse her like me," Sethe says amidst her reverie [B, p. 16]). When at last Paul is shown to interject, the narrative makes its careful weave between the sites of "milk" and "tree":

"We was talking 'bout a tree, Sethe."

"After I left you, those boys came in there and took my milk . . . Held me down and took it. I told Mrs. Garner on em . . . Them boys found out I told on em. Schoolteacher made one open up my back, and when it closed it made a tree. It grows there still."

"They used cowhide on you?"

"And they took my milk."

"They beat you and you was pregnant?"

"And they took my milk!" (B, pp. 16-17)

What was lost to Sethe as milk makes its appearance to others as "tree." Indeed, the tree (Saussure's famous example for signifier), like signification in general, signs a loss and a compensation: the taking of Sethe's milk causes "tree," itself an opening onto virtual life, the life of the sign ("it grows there still").

Further, when we learn the tree on Sethe's back is a "chokecherry tree" in Amy's estimation ("Could have cherries," Sethe muses [B, p. 16]), we can web the tree to the "cherry gum" cited earlier in relation to the making of ink. "Tree" and "milk" open onto files for the danger images previously cited: the scene of nursing and the scent of ink. Beloved, too, has its Dr. Tree who pursues in writing, for what can't be felt as written on the back, on Sethe's buckled skin, on her brain's "protective shield" ("I've never seen [the tree] and never will," [B, p. 16]), can still be ingested--just as her house has no back door, sending its visitors around to the front.

Hints of this dangerous ingestion emerge, even in this early scene. Paul D, his hands under Sethe's breasts, "his cheek . . . pressing into the branches of her chokecherry tree" (B, p. 17), "touchling] every ridge and leaf of [Sethe's tree] with his mouth" (B, p. 18), is the first to make her tree beloved. Yet, within the short space of two pages, Paul D has revised his reading:

[T]he wrought-iron maze he had explored in the kitchen like a gold miner pawing through pay dirt was in fact a revolting clump of scars. Not a tree, as she said. Maybe shaped like one, but nothing like any tree he knew because trees were inviting; things you could trust and be near; talk to if you wanted to as he frequently did . . . [with one] he called Brother . . . that was a tree . . . the "tree" lying next to him didn't compare. (B, pp. 21-22)

In spite of its blooming, what grows on the tree, as the plot through backwards advance unfolds, is the signified "sawing": sawing one's beloved-as-tree.[21] "Milk" is hypertextually tied to this relation in Beloved's famous scene of a sawing followed by a milking, since after Sethe has slashed Beloved's neck with a saw, she nurses Denver, "aiming a bloody nipple into the baby's mouth" (B, p. 152). Another nursing blooming with loss into virtual life. (A ghost is born.) In fact, the "lost bloomers" of Beloved are not a pair of underpants, as they are in Ozick. They're "doomed roses" planted by a "sawyer"--"something to take the sin out of slicing trees for a living" (B, p. 47). The "stench" of these dying blooms pervades in the scene that precedes Beloved's return, before she comes back to sit on "a stump" with "new skin, lineless and smooth" (B, p. 50).[22]

Beloved may be the ultimate skinflick. A brain content, a clear excitation, projected outside. For one of the chief complications of Beloved is trying to understand where Beloved is depicted as returning from. Should we imagine that she's a projection of Sethe's mind and thus her mother's mental defense against an invasion from within? Are we to think she's been living as lost behind Sethe's eyes as a word or idea or future that desperately wants itself thought? Whatever we surmise, some evident breach of a shield surrounds Beloved's appearing--a fluids exchange that matches Ozick's in its strangeness and makes a dangerous pact with a body foreign, and known.

Six: Selfish Memes

A fully dressed woman walked out of the water . . . Everything hurt but her lungs most of all. Sopping wet and breathing shallow she spent those hours trying to negotiate the weight of her eyelids . . . "Look," said Denver, "What is that?" And, for some reason she could not immediately account for, the moment she got close enough to see the face, Sethe's bladder filled to capacity. She said, "Oh, excuse me," and ran around to the back of 124. Not since she was a baby girl, being cared for by the eight-year-old girl who pointed out her mother to her, had she had an emergency that unmanageable. She never made the outhouse. Right in front of its door she had to lift her skirts, and the water she voided was endless. Like a horse, she thought, but as it went on and on she thought, No, more like flooding the boat when Denver was born. So much water Amy said, "Hold on, Lu. You going to sink us you keep that up." But there was no stopping water breaking from a breaking womb and there was no stopping now . . . [She was] squatting in front of her . . . privy making a mudhole too deep to be witnessed without shame. Just about the time she started wondering if the carnival would accept another freak, it stopped. She tidied herself and ran around to the porch. No one was there. All three were inside--Paul D and Denver standing before the stranger, watching her drink cup after cup of water. (B, pp. 50-51)

In what could serve as a rumination on Rosa's swallow and her drama of waste, Beloved's mother/daughter reunion takes its place as an outhouse scene.[23] Only Morrison would imagine the filling of a mother's mind with her dead daughter's face as the filling of a mother's bladder to capacity. Such a foreign conception cunningly delays before delivering (first through a clue, the single word "voided," next by means of extended simile, "more like flooding") its recognition that birthing is voiding. And yet this thought has been brooding in Beloved since its inception on the novel's third page: "knees wide open as any grave" (B, p. 5). It's a sexual image at the start. Sethe is trading her body for the tombstone, Beloved's home page. But it also imagines a quick path to death, with no middle passage to burial from birth. Here in this later scene of a voiding, the lingering of the legacy of infant mortality takes its shape as a fluids exchange, where the cause and effect of transmission make a temporal smear.

In Ozick's stories, Rosa's swallowing makes her safe at Magda's murder, though she becomes mad in the eyes of others when she murders her store. ("You're like those people," Stella tells her, "who worshiped a piece of the True Cross [a beloved tree], a splinter from some old outhouse . . . You'll kiss, you'll pee tears" [S, pp. 31-32].) In Morrison, too, a fluids exchange initiates the losing of a mother's mind, conveying a foreign body to her brain. Notice the reversal of mother/daughter positions, such as we saw in Ozick. Sethe remembers herself as a baby in the care of a child who is pointing out a mother. This reversal may play its part in carrying Sethe to a danger image. For the endless voiding reminds her of flooding a boat with a birth, anchoring floating to the cruel joke of sinking by swamping a container (the boat) with her waters. This is a womb breaking from birth. It's as if Sethe's body, like her brain, finds its fascination against her will with what it holds in store, birthing the drama of waste--a display--in front of her privy, against her helpless sense of shame.

So voiding is birthing is "flooding," "no stopping." The worry throughout Beloved is over stopping flowing in and out of bodies, in and out of brains. (We think of Freud's worries.) And yet when flow is stopped, and all might seem safely at an end, the strange cause--or is it the effect?--of Sethe's voiding is already inside, drinking cup after cup of water. The scene we thought was focused on getting something out is taking something in, for while Sethe's gone around to the back, Beloved has entered from the front. Has Sethe's voiding caused Beloved's thirst? Or has Beloved's thirst--her quest to be inside--filled Sethe's bladder to capacity? We're not told but we do learn this: Beloved is infected with the cholera (Paul D says, "All that water. Sure sign" [B, p. 53]). One of her major symptoms is incontinence? Symptoms aside, Sethe herself is memory-positive, infected with the idea of a birthing that led to a voiding.

The spate of Beloved's viral depictions is yet to come. I say "viral" for the sake of my reading. But this is no stretch. It plausibly accommodates scenes of decline from Beloved's entry in the passage above to Sethe's hosting of lethal relations--what I will suggest is a mother's autoimmune relation to (the idea of) her dead daughter. The series of odd negotiations to emerge by Beloved's end has an uncannier double still, as we shall see: the letters written to AIDS by its sufferers, found in the best-selling self-help guide, Immune Power.

But first, it is time to explore why Beloved's viral agendas lack the giddy optimistic stance of the hacker activists who are making manifestos? Take, for example, Jody Radzik, as cited by viral proponent Douglas Rushkoff:

Radzik first became aware of the power of viruses in the third grade: "I wanted to be a microbiologist, and I became aware of the T4 bacteriophage ("a DNA virus") . . . They use T4 to intentionally infect bacteria--to tag them or even to do gene splicing for them. I was fascinated by that." Jody developed a viral identity . . . and began in the most grassroots meme pool he could find in his Oakland neighborhood: graffiti . . . [which] became a conduit for Radzik's technological and vital memes: "One day it just occurred to me to call my posse CIP for Cultural Insurgent Phages and to make one of my tags 'virus.' My name became 'Saint Virus' because it was a total juxtaposition of something that sounds good with something that sounds bad. I wanted to show that I was a virus, but that I don't want to hurt anybody. I just want to do whatever I can to help evolution along . . . [We would be] cultural terrorists who would go around infecting inadequate social complexes with little pieces of information that would then deconstruct that social phenomenon... Everywhere I had a tag, I had a little physic listening post. By having a network of tags in my own geographical area, I sort of drew energy from them." (MV, pp. 297-98)

For Rushkoff's Radzik, viral fascination and the microbio-logical-turned-urban-guerilla game of "tag" find their credible roots in childhood. In Radzik's own implicit "evolution," his T4 devotion makes "viral identity" the only identity worthy of mention for "saints" who are packing "memes" ("little pieces of information"). Copying now is transpersonal growth ("I sort of drew energy from them"), a way of plumping the self who feeds back. In fact, the anti-establishment slant to Radzik's vaguely specified point of "terrorist" attack ("inadequate social complexes," "that social phenomenon") contributes to his "success" as a budding self-growth industry. Rushkoff reports:

By becoming a "somebody" in the graffiti world, Radzik developed the ability to market himself as an expert on youth culture. He was scooped up by sportswear designers at companies like Stussy and Gotcha, where he chose to make T-shirts the new canvas for his viral tags and chaos ideology . . . [First "to put a fractal on a T-shirt"] . . . he was hoping to use all of [his] memes to empower the individuals in youth culture to feed back their own impulses to the culture at large and accept their roles as active promoters of vital iteration . . . Jody used his virus logo overtly and put copies of his T4 hieroglyph on his business cards and fax cover sheet. (MV, pp. 299-300)

It must be noticed that Beloved-as-memory shares something crucial with Rushkoff's portrait of Jody-as-virus. She, like he, is an icon of protest against restraints. Against the restraints of "inadequate social complexes," to put it mildly; and to put it more forcefully, in Beloved's case, against the restraints of state-sponsored forced labor and a kind of censorship of the soul that leads to self-censorship (Sethe holding her past at bay, Paul D locking his heart in a tin). This is the suppression Baby Suggs, not just Beloved, tries to fight against, as Baby urges her congregation "to feed back their own impulses," at least to one another, in defiance of"the culture at large." But the fervor of her preaching, protected by the opening of the Clearing, is defeated by invasion. (Several times she repeats the line "I'm saying [the whitefolks] came in my yard" [B, p. 179].[26]) Here is what Morrison has to engage that Rushkoff, Radzik, and their fellow enthusiasts have to downplay for the sake of their empowerment: Invasion is the other side of restraint. Slavery is invasion as well as restraint. Invasion by the idea of an interval. For Sethe, it's the interval between Beloved's death and Sethe's current life in 1873; for the reader, it's the interval between that complex known as "slavery" and life past the point of 1987. This is an interval very much alive, but, only rarely, vitally spoken. Claims of unspeakable things to the contrary, this spokenness--of invasion by the idea of an interval--is what Beloved spreads and sells.

Of course, invasion--invasive ideas--should be recognized by hacker activists elite as potentially oppressive, not just liberating. This idea underlies renowned zoologist Richard Dawkins' idea of ideas, or what he calls "memes"; an idea of ideas so intriguing that hacker activists pepper their writings with mention of "memes" and ground their views with Dawkins's theory of viral transfer. A meme, we learn, is "a complex idea" that 1) forms a memorable unit; and 2) replicates itself, reliably, with fecundity. Memes, for example, can range from "tunes, catch-phrases . . . clothes fashions," to inventions, academic ideas, and symphonies.[27] In Dawkins' book, The Selfish Gene (1976), a bestseller in 13 languages, he coins "meme" to sound like "gene" and to reference the Greek root of imitation, "mimeme"; it is meant to call up "memory" and "meme," the French word for "self" or "same".[28] Daniel Dennett, a cognitive philosopher, has given even wider play to "memes" in his most recent book, Consciousness Explained (1991). These academic best-selling theorists offer what they claim are stranger-than- fiction actualities with regard to cultural evolution, for what interests both men is how cultural transmission is analogous to genetic transmission. Dawkins:

Just as genes propagate themselves in the gene pool by leaping from body to body via sperms or eggs, so memes propagate themselves in the meme pool by leaping from brain to brain via a process which, in the broad sense, can be called imitation . . . "[M]emes should be regarded as living structures . . . When you plant a fertile meme in my mind you literally parasitize my brain . . . [T]he meme for, say, 'belief in life after death' is actually realized physically, millions of times over, as a structure in the nervous systems of individual men the world over." (SG, p. 192)

When Dennett summarizes Dawkins' views in 1991, AIDS-related memes emerge in Dennett's discourse. Now memes "leap promiscuously," prove "unquarantinable," are sometimes "pernicious invaders" that prove as deadly and as "hard to eradicate," he says, as "the AIDS virus, for instance."[29] Dennett, even more than Dawkins, stresses the debasement of the mind by memes that "distract us, burden our memories, derange our judgment" (CE, p. 204). In a passage that even Dennett seems to mean as comical, he playfully magnifies this point:

I don't know about you, but I'm not initially attracted by the idea of my brain as a sort of dung heap in which the larvae of other people's ideas renew themselves, before sending out copies of themselves in an informational Diaspora. It does seem to rob my mind of its importance as both author and critic. Who's in charge, according to this vision--we or our memes? (CE, p. 202)

This is a different outhouse scene, where we become the mudholes made by birthings taking place in our brains.

Understand, in Dawkins' view memes do not spread because they are good for human populations; they spread because they are good at replicating. Dennett adds: "Memes, like genes, are potentially immortal, but, like genes, they depend on the existence of a continuous chain of physical vehicles" (CE, p. 205). Books and even monuments can disappear with time, but thousands or millions of copies of a single meme or meme-complex will account for a meme's "penetrance," its "infective power." And yet, aside from promiscuous travel, a meme's fate depends upon the nature of the vehicles that carry the meme into its future. Dennett specifies each meme's ultimate destination as the very kind of place from which it spreads: "The haven all memes depend on reaching is the human mind, but a human mind is itself an artifact created when memes restructure a human brain in order to make it a better habitat for memes" (CE, p. 207). We should not forget that memes are dependent. Like attention-seeking infants, they seek the mind's nurture (its "nest," its "haven" [CE, pp. 206-07]). But they also change the structure of a brain to make of the mind their own "habitat." In what he calls his "Pandemonium model" (CE, p. 241), alluding to Milton, Dennett explains "what words do with us": They are on the alert, he says, to get "incorporated," "ingested," but "when we let [them] in" they "tend to take over, creating us out of the raw materials they find in our brains" (CE, p. 417).

Clearly, this is not the heady rush of control one discovers in Rushkoff, Radzik, Sirius, or especially Timothy Leary. Hardly optimistic in any grand sense--hence they are tagged "sociobiological"--Dawkins and Dennett sport a view of insurrection, which, nonetheless, has paved the way for hacker appropriation of memespeak as rebellion. (As of July 1995, Dawkins has just appeared on the cover of Wired magazine, touted as a "bad-boy evolutionist."[30]) Not so much packing memes as equipping the mind in its defensive fight against them, Dawkins ends his book "on a note of qualified hope" (SG, p. 200): "We have the power to defy ["our creators":] the selfish genes of our birth and, if necessary, the selfish memes of our indoctrination . . . We, alone on earth, can rebel against the tyranny of the selfish replicators" (SG, pp. 200-01).[31] This is Milton's Satan via Blake and Shelley--the Romantic view of rebellion's allure. From this Promethean ledge, hacker optimists leap past the issue of memes in our minds, invading our brains, to focus on one's manufacture of memes that allows for "attack" and luxurious habitation.

By contrast, the wary tone one finds in Dawkins and Dennett crosses Beloved's concern with invasion at just the right angle. Indeed, for all of its crude explanation, memetheory runs with a point importantly implicit in Saussure, in his stress on "the physiological transmission of the sound-image" out of someone's brain into someone else's ear.[32] The point is this: a sign, in order to be a sign to you, must get inside your body. Actually, it must enter your body through an orifice. In Beloved, it enters the body through the gullet. Ingestion becomes the site of a struggle where the daughter restructures her mother's brain. In this sense, we find that Sethe's voiding in the outhouse scene was truly a prelude to a thirsting--and a gorging. Not only does Beloved gulp water at the start (due to her infection), she soon develops a ravenous tooth, "as though sweet things were what she was born for"--"honey as well as the wax it came in, sugar sandwiches . . . sludgy molasses gone hard . . . any type of dessert" (B, p. 55) ("Paul D said it made him sick to his stomach"). Towards Sethe, she turns an epistemic hunger, making sight the servant of ingestion: "Sethe was licked, tasted, eaten by Beloved's eyes" (B, p. 57). Sethe, in response, learns that telling her memories "became a way to feed [Beloved]" (B, p. 58). In fact, it is one of the novel's most interesting tricks that the body we take to be memory cannot perform the act of recollection (due to the cholera fever, Sethe thinks). Like the headless bride in the legend Paul D mentions, Beloved, her head nearly sawed off by Sethe, would likely depend on reaching the haven of a human mind. For just like a meme, though she evokes the clear language of purpose, she clearly has no mind of her own. Hungry for memory, thirsting to hear, Beloved makes Sethe memory inges-tive, as if Sethe eats in accordance with an appetite foreign to her own.

One particular memory fest appears in the guise of a force-feeding. Paul D has just told Sethe that Halle--Sethe's husband--saw the boys hold her down and take her milk (Halle watched from the loft in the barn).[33] In terms of narrative technique, it's a highly stylized scene. Eleven times in two pages the phrase "he saw" (a replicative meme) is repeated in see-saw conversation. ("He saw?"; "He saw"; "whatever he saw go on in that barn . . . broke him like a twig"; "He saw them boys do that to me and let them keep on breathing air? He saw? He saw? He saw?"; "I never knew he saw" [B, pp. 68-69].) The phrase is actually making a slit in the reader's mind that will later allow linked saws to seep in (the sawyer and his doomed roses; Sawyer's restaurant, where Sethe works; Beloved's sawed neck; Paul D's fright that Sethe "talked about safety with a handsaw" [B, p. 164]). In this context, interval is thematized as the structure of a latent trauma. Structurally even, the meme's repetition is stalling for time, making a short interval between itself ("he saw") and something Sethe will see of Halle as she eats a new memory. For unbeknownst to Sethe, there's more for her to learn:

"You may as well know it all. Last time I saw him he was sitting by the churn. He had butter all over his face." Nothing happened, and she was grateful for that. Usually she could see the picture right away of what she heard. But she could not picture what Paul D said. Nothing came to mind. (B, p. 69)

When it hits, Sethe's recognition sinks with a vengeance, since the opening of her mind is displayed as the unwilled opening of an orifice:

She shook her head from side to side, resigned to her rebellious brain. . . Like a greedy child it snatched up everything. Just once, could it say, No thank you? I just ate and can't hold another bite? I am full God damn it of two boys with mossy teeth, one sucking on my breast the other holding me down . . . Add my husband to it, watching, above me in the loft . . . But my greedy brain says, Oh thanks, I'd love more--so I add more. And no sooner than I do, there is no stopping. There is also my husband squatting by the churn smearing the butter as well as its clabber all over his face because the milk they took is on his mind. And as far as he is concerned, the world may as well know it. (B, p. 70)

As if restructured, Sethe's brain resembles Beloved: "like a greedy child it snatched up everything." Here is an eating-disorder equivalent to Sethe's bladder filling to capacity, again with "no stopping." But something more than the brain's involuntary binging intrigues me. Notice how Halle projects the contents of his mind to his face, wearing them as visible waste for the world to see. He smears the butter "because the milk they took is on his mind"; and this action, Sethe imagines, is Halle's way of stopping his brain ("what a relief to stop it right there"). As for Sethe, "her brain was not interested in the future" (B, p. 70). "Loaded with the past and hungry for more, it left her no room to imagine, let alone plan for, the next day."

Sethe's gorging in and of this interval appears to be a skewing, a reprise in minor key, of a feast from her short 28-day period of maternal hedonism between her escape from Sweet Home and her killing of Beloved. That period (the length of a woman's menstrual cycle) was characterized by what Sethe can only remember as "a kind of selfishness" (B, p. 162). ("I birthed them and I got them out . . . It felt good . . . I was big . . . and wide" [B, p. 162]). In celebration of such width, she and Baby Suggs threw a feast for 90 people, "who ate so well, and laughed so much, it made them angry" (B, p. 136). This was deemed a "reckless generosity" (B, p. 137) (a nice phrase for maternal indulgence) which "offended . . . by excess" (B, p. 138). Meanness was the result of this feast--the kind of meanness that falls in a slant across nearly all of the book's relations. No one warned Sethe a white man was coming to take her back, along with her children; the result of which was Beloved's death at the hands of Sethe.

In a thought to linger on, Morrison makes a maternal hedonism the innocent cause of untimely death and dangerous transmissions. Yet, when it all comes back in memory, that is to say when Beloved comes back, the innocence and generosity of the feasting--along with Sethe's width ("I was big . . . and wide")--becomes the gorging of a hedonistic memory--the gorging of Beloved (herself a selfish meme) that grows fat on Sethe's stories and sends Sethe into symptoms. By the end, sickness is a solitude of two who are locked inside their house. Of course, it is cunning that Morrison makes us wonder--as many readers do--if Beloved is pregnant with Paul D's child.[34] Cunning, I say, since there is a more compelling explanation: Beloved is "pregnant" from "eating" her mother. What can this mean? And how does it bring us, finally, to symptoms?

In the novel's last third, Sethe and Beloved (with Denver more as witness than participant) are trying to reinhabit Sethe's hedonistic interval, her charmed 28 days between her escape and her murder.[35]

The thirty-eight dollars of life savings went to feed themselves with fancy food and decorate themselves with ribbon and dress goods, which Sethe cut and sewed like they were going somewhere in a hurry. Bright clothes--with blue stripes and sassy prints. (B, p. 240)

Sethe played all the harder with Beloved, who never got enough of anything: lullabies, new stitches, the bottom of the cake bowl, the top of the milk . . . It was as though her mother had lost her mind. (B, p. 240)

Feasting, festival, and play all emerge here, but illness finally overtakes this interval. (Like the magical 28 days, it lasts "a whole month" [B, p. 240]). At first, the two are interchangeable: "they changed beds and exchanged clothes. Walked arm in arm and smiled all the time . . . It was difficult for Denver to tell who was who"(B, pp. 240-41). Then, Beloved becomes the mother, Sethe the teething child, with eyes "fever bright":

Then it seemed to Denver the thing was done: Beloved bending over Sethe looked the mother, Sethe the teething child . . . The bigger Beloved got, the smaller Sethe became; the brighter Beloved's eyes, the more those eyes that used never to look away became slits of sleeplessness. Sethe no longer combed her hair or splashed her face with water. She sat in the chair licking her lips like a chastised child while Beloved ate up her life, took it, swelled up with it, grew taller on it . . . her belly protruding like a winning watermelon . . . [T]he older woman yielded up [her life].[36] (B, p. 250; emphasis mine)

Here the legacy of infant mortality, in the context of slavery, emerges as a form of what AIDS watchers know as autoimmunity, where the body mistakes "invader" for "self" and thus lets it in. Consider this explanation given in Discover magazine:

Some researchers suspect that the virus . . . trick[s] [the immune system] into an assault on itself . . . causing T cells to commit suicide . . . Think about it: to the body, a key part of the AIDS virus looks like--of all things--the 'self' badge on a crucial subset of its own cells.[37]

In current cybernetic lingo, the virus is a cyberpunk: "I can get in and I can be you." Rolling Stone adds to this picture: "Like any virus, the sole mission of HIV is to reproduce . . . [The virus] twists its genes into the [T-helper's] genes, then, with the host as its commandeered factory, goes about all the work it takes to make new viral packages."[38] Sethe is such a commandeered factory, offering Beloved ("her belly protruding") a site from which to grow and spread.

In Beloved, the pertinent confusion turns out to be meme for meme, memory for self, so that Sethe wastes at the hands of a memory--a physical structure in her brain--that wears her self-badge. (In fact, Beloved is the age Sethe was when she birthed Denver and killed Beloved.) But to grasp just how odd understanding of the body's invasion can be, consider how it becomes narrativized in attempts at self-help: elaborate efforts that shed some light on Sethe's communicative attempts with her daughter ("the more [Beloved] took, the more Sethe began to talk, explain . . . listing again and again her reasons" [B, p. 242]). In a Harper's essay, "Making Kitsch from AIDS," we learn of patients writing letters to their virus, anthropomorphizing it as a loved one, a pen pal with whom one corresponds.

In the self-help treatment guide Immune Power, Dr. Jon D. Kaiser even advises his clients to open up a regular correspondence with their virus. The patient, playing the role of the disease, writes back like a pen pal or a well-bred guest to thank its "hosts" "for sharing your feelings with me" "[that I] have overstayed [my] welcome," adding that "I appreciate your thoughts and I am not offended by the bluntness of your attitude toward me."[39]

The patient pretends to swap self for invader, attempting to embody a kinder, gentler virus who will find the patient's good wishes, and manners, infectious--a reading that truly wants itself thought. Kaiser even proffers that if letters to the virus indicate "the way you truly feel about yourself' (IP, p. 103) ("since it is within you" [IP, p. 104]), letters from the virus reflect one's "beliefs" about "what . . . will happen" (IP, p. 104)--as if HIV, channelled by oneself, is a set of beliefs about the future. What Kaiser sees for the future of AIDS is "viral dormancy," by means of which patients continue to carry HIV while they "revert back to [an] original asymptomatic status" (IP, p. 7). As support for his views, Kaiser cites Harvard's William Haseltine: "HIV can lie dormant indefinitely, inextricable from the cell but hidden from the victim's immune system" (IP, p. 3).[40]

Some form of hiding, though one that is both uneasy and sad--accompanied by a communal forgetting--attends Beloved's disappearance and Sethe's apparent "rever[sion] back to [an] original asymptomatic status."[41] True, it may seem like Beloved is ousted, evacuated, exorcised, disappeared at the end of the book, but the last two pages of Beloved suggest a restless dormancy: "There is a loneliness that can be rocked . . . It's an inside kind--wrapped tight like skin. Then there is a loneliness that roams. No rocking can hold it down. It is alive, on its own" (B, p. 274). The all or nothing, in/out, yes/no model we think the book is backing--has Beloved disappeared or not? are the dead in or out? are you infected, yes or no?--is really a more pressing issue of intensity, threshold, and extent (like measurements that are rendered in T-cells), or, in the case of ideas, memic insistence and width. (How wide is my idea of the dead?) In fact, Dennett and other brain theorists suggest that intensity of memic insistence determines what memes win brain competitions, in which the brain's parallel processors offer different candidates for consciousness.[42]

This is simply to say, the question I thought Beloved was asking all along--how can we have a mental prophylactics that protects against invasions from the dead?--is not the most urgent query I am left with. Beloved leaves me to ponder how memic intensity is tamed, so that it can be carried, by the mind's crowded vehicle, into the space of a virtual future.

Seven: Tamed Richness

The phrase "tamed richness" is Roland Barthes', from his essay "Myth Today," in which he laments myth's taming operations on the richness of objects, words, and pictures. At first view, myth seems intriguing but benign, as Barthes hangs his first explanation on a tree:

A tree is a tree. Yes, of course. But a tree as expressed by Minou Drouet is no longer quite a tree, it is a tree which is decorated, adapted to a certain type of consumption, laden with literary self-indulgence, revolt, images, in short with a type of social usage which is added to pure matter.[43]

From this example of mythified matter, the tree-as-matter dressed up in myth ("decorated, adapted"), Barthes proceeds to give examples of words and pictures that get dressed, too, stressing, as he goes, "a social usage" that is not only additive ("added to . . . matter") but also "parasitical." That is to say, Barthes begins to emphasize how the form of myth feeds off of the "meaning[s]" offered by objects, words, or pictures, "emptying" them of their "own values" so that they might "receive" mythical ones.

In another example, which, like the tree, is resonant for Beloved, Barthes writes this:

And here is now another example: I am at the barber's, and a copy of Paris-Match is offered to me. On the cover, a young Negro in a French uniform is saluting, with his eyes uplifted, probably fixed on a fold of the tricolour. All this is the meaning of the picture. But, whether naively or not, I see very well what it signifies to me: that France is a great Empire, that all her sons, without any colour discrimination, faithfully serve under her flag, and that there is no better answer to the detractors of an alleged colonialism than the zeal shown by this Negro in serving his so-called oppressors. (MT, p. 116)

Formed by a sum of individual signs, a myth, says Barthes, signifies something beyond the immediate meaning drained by myth for its own nourishment, a meaning, as in the case of the picture, "I grasp . . . through my eyes," "a sensory reality," with a "richness," "a history," "its own value" (MT, pp. 117-18). In this case, then, the myth of French imperiality empties the picture's meaning of whatever history and value it may have apart from myth, on "its own" ("it belongs," he says, "to a history . . . of the Negro" [MT, p. 117]). Moreover, myth drains the meaning of the picture so as to "fill" it with French imperiality. Or, as Barthes puts it: "one must put the biography of the Negro in parentheses," "put it at a distance," "if one wants to . . . prepare [the picture] to receive its signified" (MT, p. 118). As the result of such a "parasitical" action, "the meaning of the picture" "becomes impoverished, history evaporates, only the letter remains" (MT, p. 117).

Taking just this much from Barthes' familiar views, we may grasp a signal aspect of Beloved, which, to this point, I have been producing as a tale of parasitical relations. Realize, we have not yet broached the possibility that Beloved's parasitical invasion could be seen as a struggle against the greater, and greatly parasitical, force of myth. To put it succinctly: Beloved is a tale of a tamed richness returning to protest the force of its reduction. On the surface of it, this view does not surprise. It squares so neatly with what we know of Morrison's intentions, since in American myths of slavery (historical ones, as much as any others) the meaning of the slave has been emptied, distanced, in order to prepare it to receive a signified. (Morrison, by contrast, would restore the slave to richness.[44]) So, no surprise. And yet, on further view, what does jolt is the realization that Morrison makes the myth-making persons of Beloved not just figures like Schoolteacher but, in some ways more dramatically, the black community--the "mothers" (and later, other folk) who tame Beloved's meaning--rich, historical, full, even pregnant--into decorations lacking memic intensity (which "[made] it easy for the chewing laughter to swallow her all away" [B, p. 274]). For "after they made up their tales, shaped and decorated them, those that saw her that day on the porch quickly and deliberately forgot her . . . [T]hey realized they couldn't remember or repeat a single thing she said, and began to believe that, other than what they themselves were thinking, she hadn't said anything at all" (B, p. 274).

But, of course, Beloved did speak. Even as a structural oddity, a resistance to the narrative flow: Beloved's narration, five pages long. There we encounter Beloved awash on the sea of the dead in a time that threatens to be only now:

All of it is now it is always now there will never be a time when I am not crouching and watching others who are crouching too I am always crouching the man on my face is dead his face is not mine his mouth smells sweet but his eyes are locked. (B, p. 210)

Passages such as these hyperlink us to where we cannot follow. Carefully crafted to tease us with meaning so rich in its own values and history that it's opaque (the basket, the bridge, the men without skin, even "a hot thing"), Beloved's narration evokes the memory of a slave ship sunk (at least in Beloved) to any operation other than myth. More to the point, Beloved, we learn, has come back to Sethe in search of her face, her own self-badge:

my face is coming I have to have it . . . she knows I want to join she chews and swallows me I am gone now I am her face my own face has left me I see me swim away a hot thing I see the bottoms of my feet I am alone I want to be the two of us I want the join. (B, p. 213)

These lines tender a sympathetic view, a meme's-eye view, of memic insistence. Beloved is left insistently to follow the trail to where she can be thought, however incompletely. She lies among the dead; but whatever face may be saved for the dead is gained through those who eat them in memory, taking the name (and meanings attached to it) inside the body so that it may lie (sometimes dormant, sometimes active) behind living eyes in the boat of the brain. Importantly, Beloved's narration appears, not towards the book's beginning where it might have functioned as an origins tale, an explanation of where Beloved is returning from. Rather, it appears at the end of Part Two, just before Sethe starts to decline. This placement reminds us to read the marauding Beloved as a victim of a prior swallowing, just as the outhouse scene prepared us to understand her gulping as a symptom of a prior voiding. As much as Sethe is menaced by meaning, as if she's taking a sensory dose of it (through her eyes, ears, mouth), she is also by the end complicit in a dormancy, one achieved by myth and by those who are its aids. In fact, Barthes' version of the living dead inadvertently provides a canny reading of Beloved's final pages: "One believes that the meaning [here the meaning of Beloved] is going to die, but it is a death with reprieve; the meaning loses its value, but keeps its life, from which the form of the myth will draw its nourishment" (MT, p. 118).

It would be nice to end with a set of neat relations: American myths of slavery as a way to defend against slavery's virtual remains; Morrison's myth of tamed richness as a way to defend against American myths. But something would still be hidden by this frame: the fact that Morrison, who slips the face of early death back into view, tames richness, too--however much she might wish for a myth that restores but does not simultaneously reduce. Working from the historical record, Morrison makes a story such as Margaret Garner's (the kernel of her novel), and even the specific signs of Beloved, plumped to bursting with lyric effort, "recede a great deal," in the words of Barthes, "in order to make room" (MT, p. 118) for her own myth. Her myth of tamed richness.[45] Or, as Barthes elsewhere states the matter: "The meaning [once again, the meaning of Beloved] is always there to present the form [of myth]; the form is always there to outdistance the meaning . . . they are never at the same place" (MT, p. 123). What Beloved represents, and quite allegorically, is a question, I suggest, structured into the text, even from its name, goading the reader, at every turn, into an act of outdistancing individual meanings. In Beloved especially, meaning and myth are "never at the same place," a sense only heightened by historical interval (between the slave dead and the future ill of 1987) and by the intangible boundary that separates dead Beloved from living Sethe, giving Beloved a virtual life.

And now we must raise a final issue, so crucial to Beloved's multiple tamings, by raising it first to Roland Barthes, who, in the example of the meaning of the picture of the Negro soldier, slides among "the meaning of the picture," "the pictu